Wish I had a photo

you setting off that day

trying to look grown–up

not succeeding

not knowing

 

Wish I’d kept a record

of what those women said

their kindness

to that girl in a school gym

thick school socks, no coat

 

Wish you’d said yes,

you’re right I’m not 15

when they saw

you were so dumb

you knew everything

 

Wish I could tell you

in spite of tangled wools

bobbins of twisted threads

tears you frown away

it won’t turn out so bad.

not so bad at all.

 

Renée